I know I snark a lot about life, but I am the type of person that would rather write about how I feel in general towards life instead of talking about it.  I mean, I know that people do get tired of listening sometimes and it bores them- so writing it is. That does not mean I have bad friends that do not like to listen to me, in fact, they often encourage me to do so. I have great friends and despite my constant snarking and sarcasm, I am pretty content.

Lately I have been realizing something though: what happens when the friendship lines start blurring? I mean, crap happens and... that is it? Was the friendship real, or was it just a scam to get stuff from you? Can "REAL" friendship survive that? *sigh* I feel angry because I wish I could get mad, but all I can feel is confused; was I used or what? Seriously, what do I look like that is sparkling this reaction?

Maybe 'tis just me going crazy-- I hope. :-P

On the happy side though- I have decided to work my writerly schedule and restart My Writerly Confessions Blog to write my happiness and frustrations out along the road. :-)

This week I was given one of the worst news anyone could give me... I know I have been rambling about it over twitter like crazy, but the worst feeling in the world is helplessness. I mean, you see something so wrong and unfair going on in front of you-- and despite how much you want to, there is NOTHING you can do about it. That is extremely upsetting, especially when the one that is being mistreated is a loved one.

First thing is first-- NEVER underestimate a hypocrite in action; you never know what they can come up with—and even if you can predict it, it is still surprising the fact that they went all the way through with their sneaky and horribly evil plan (YES! EVIL!!!!)

Karma kicked my ass though. That day I kept making up plans to get back at the person for a bit, like throwing nails under their car, right? That is not too bad *sweet smile.* When I got home all sad and sulky, I decided to go to the bookstore with my bro. Once we got to the car I realized something: One of the tires was flat with a hole on it… So I guess that was nature telling me that I should not be involved on that, but that there might be justice one day—SOON, I hope. Even if I decided not to make any bad things (Sweetness knows how hard it is for me at this moment) that does not keep me from plotting in my head. *Sulks again*

Trust me—I am even making shirts and everything because one thing is for sure: THIS AGGRESSION WILL NOT STAND!  I will make sure it does not!

These are the moments that make me realize how MESSED UP some people (or society at that) can be... That might be the freaking "Nature of the Beast," but you know what? There is ALWAYS something that can tame even the wildest beast... Take my word for it.

Yes, I know that fighting (despite how good the cause is) might come back to bite your ass one day, but the only thing that is left after that is the strength to keep fighting... =)

And here I cut my snark...

Dear Superman, just know that I will miss you so very much! And that we love you!! Also-- remember that this is an opportunity to get something even better because you have the potential for it. Oh, and that we will make sure that the stupid kryptonite will not have it easy!

TEAM SUPERMAN!!! -All the way! *Hugs*

And there you go- Rambles of the Avenger! (Oh yes, Superman shall be avenged!!)
XOXO
Ale

What I mean: What are your thoughts on that? Does "Mistress" mean lower goals and just fun?

And yeah-- Since I am bored to death and sick-ish I bid y'all Good Nighty!
XoXo
The Evil Mistress!

• 09:14 Crap! I just realized what time it is- so much for turning my phone off and playing LEGOHarryPotter all night and morning... :-P #
• 09:15 Thinking is way too dangerous at the moment. I need to stop thinking-- ASAP! 'Tis what kept me from sleep *glares* LOL #
• 09:22 @JackieKessler yay! I'm happy! :-) #
• 09:23 @Weirdmage nope :-) to anxious to sleep, and I have to go to work in a bit so... :-p #
• 09:25 @undeadapproved oh yes, it is very bad... that's how I missed my stops yesterday- LOL. And I already tried that, didn't work :-p #
• 09:26 @Weirdmage for some reason I don't think it will be that way hehe *huggles* #
• 09:31 @antonstrout I need the ingredients for a potion... one to stop thinking. Do you, oh so helpful sir, know the answer? Lol #
• 09:39 mmm, coffee! Up to work, long day over ther (just 4 hours, lol) then another B&N trip with a coworker- not buying anything, really. *snort* #
• 09:46 @acetachyon *pout* you are supposed to trust my self control when I'm in a bookstore... lo, but yes, bookstores are really good pimps :-p #
• 09:55 RT @cathyclamp: 4 followers away from drawing for autographed ARC of SIREN SONG! You can win, not just new followers. RT for a chance to WIN #
• 10:02 @arrianuhduh lmao! Reading that book felt like running in circles with a twisted ankle... *shudders* :-) #
• 10:03 @arrianuhduh have fun and let me know if it's good :-p #
• 10:09 @arrianuhduh haha, I know, I felt the same way-- I had to drink coffee like crazy just so I wouldn't fall asleep whilst reading it :-p #
• 10:11 @arrianuhduh it's a movie? I thought it was a series... *smh* hopefully the scriptwriter will do a good job cause the books are to much... #
• 10:17 @Hagelrat *pads desk* *hugs* #
• 10:18 @arrianuhduh lmao! I'm glad you finished it, too! :-) #
• 10:19 @arrianuhduh I'm not actually looking forward to it... bleh... lol #
• 11:26 @Hagelrat sure, here you go *passes pillows* #
• 11:28 @acetachyon it's not easy to resist the book-lust :-p hehe #
• 11:29 @undeadapproved hey! I never made you sign anything... :-p #
• 11:31 On my way to work now... I definitely need another job as well :-p #
• 11:33 @acetachyon oh yes it is ;-) (and yes, it does sound a bit naughty... just a bit- LOL) #
• 12:20 I didn't sleep, I got out on time, yet I am still late for work... Once again thanks to the MTA #PublicTransportationFail #
• 12:22 @Hagelrat *grin* I love you, too, m'dear! :-) #
• 13:23 I am not THAT bad... I think... Lol #
• 13:28 @Hagelrat oooh, that's infinitely better :-) at least I get to fool them into thinking something it's not :-p #
• 13:31 @acetachyon I am glaring at you... Really... Or at least I am trying :-p lol #
• 13:32 @Hagelrat actually, my boss said the same thing... That I am worse :-p lol Cause they were having a discussion about yours truly >_> hehe #
• 13:34 @acetachyon hahahahhahaha... Why thank you very much- LOL! #
• 13:45 So... I am just working to hours today. #NotCool :-p #
• 13:46 @Hagelrat hahahahaha... Except if someone says I'm ugly :-p lol #
• 13:48 @Hagelrat :-p lmao... Good thing I am not vain, hehe *hug* #
• 13:52 @Hagelrat 'hate my face' day? Hahhahahaahaha... Actually, no... I don't think so... Hahahaha #
• 13:53 @Hagelrat same here, heehee :-p #
• 14:05 @antonstrout Doesn't the bleach cause permanent issues? =P #
• 14:13 @acetachyon Then I am safe-- Inhaling it hurts my nose =P LOL #
• 14:14 @antonstrout ermm... I will be making weird faces-- well, more so than usual ;-P #
• 14:54 Guy asking for information was willing my strapless down. Thank goodness I avoided flashing anyone-- There is no way to be safe from creeps #
• 14:55 But I am out and to the other office =) YAY! =P #
• 15:03 Yikes! Hot much? I'm talking about the weather (But of course I am =P LOL) *can't stop laughing* #LoveMyOffice HAHA #
• 16:19 @FelixMM no... unless the heat has that effect on me =P *hugs* #
• 17:26 I am SOOO very pissed... #JustSayinG... #
• 19:52 Yikes, I'm having dinner with my sis at restaurant and dude came up to me: ''sorry to interrupt, but you are very pretty...'' *snort* okaaay #
• 20:08 Mudslide... Yummeh! :-) twitpic.com/25mjgl #
• 23:13 Just got home from the movies- #DespicableMe was so cute :-) #
• 23:32 Oh geez... that is definitely the worst kind of frustration. :-p #

• 09:20 I need coffee... ASAP-- pretty please? :-) LOL #
• 09:33 @Weirdmage Morning, hunny! =) #
• 09:33 @yaddyv <3 #
• 09:33 @SaschaIllyvich =D *happy* #
• 09:40 Here it says I write like Dan Brown... I beg to differ *bursts out laughing* #
• 09:43 @undeadapproved LOL- I think my writing is so NOT like Dan Brown's ... It's funny =P #
• 09:50 @undeadapproved I have, I like it-- I still haven't read Lost Symbol and a friend got it for me the day it came out like 2 years ago =P #
• 09:52 Yes, I am a kid sometimes-- I am giggling like crazy because of a name... #
• 09:57 @undeadapproved oooh, sounds like fun... *pats your back* #
• 10:06 @undeadapproved yikes, it is not raining over here-- yet... but it is going to happen soon.. hopefully I'll be out of here by then =P #
• 10:13 @yaddyv everything's okie- how are you, hun? #
• 10:14 @FelixMM Hola tuuuu! =P XOXO #
• 10:24 @undeadapproved I love the rain... I just did my hair yesterday cause it got drenched and I didn't know it was going to rain today *smh* lol #
• 10:31 @undeadapproved hahahahaha... I just need sand-colored kitty ears and I'll look like Mufasa #hairandweatherfail :-p lol #
• 10:36 @undeadapproved hmm... Should I wear my leopard ears or not? I don't think they match :-p lol #
• 10:39 @undeadapproved ermm... I'm just wondering if I should get new ears or new cklothes... LMAO #
• 10:43 @undeadapproved *cheeky grin* hey, ears are fun to wear, people look at you weird and try not to sit next to you= WIN! #
• 10:49 @undeadapproved I want to color my hair, too :-p I miss my ferrari red ones LOL What color is your hair now? #
• 10:58 @undeadapproved awesome!! :-) Lovely colors hehe #
• 11:00 @FelixMM no mucho, como estas mi vida?? #
• 11:06 @FelixMM LOL *hug* asi mismo estaba yo-- y todavia el estres esta ahi =P Y como esta todo? #
• 11:10 @FelixMM OMG!! YESSS!! I miss yah! =P #
• 11:13 @FelixMM I need money and also need to renew my passport =P But I want t go soon! =) #
• 11:28 @FelixMM Sooner rather than later, I hope =) #
• 11:31 Photo: Oooh, Handcuffs! Love this pic, sexay! ;-) kindlevixen: tumblr.com/x6edeycgj #
• 11:37 @NabzB oooh, have fun! =) #
• 11:43 How would you define ''Yummy''? (Without using my name, that is- LOL... I'm not vain, really) hehe #
• 11:49 @TMBuzzard if it is not a word, then you just created it :-p #
• 11:49 @arrianuhduh I think it is scrumptious... but in more ways than one *wink* LOL #
• 11:52 @acetachyon omg!! Loved that one- hahahahaha :-) nice one *kudos* #
• 12:02 Getting ready, Then up to face the rain and meet up with the lovely @undeadapproved :-) --the perks of living too far and a rainy day :-D #
• 12:08 @Weirdmage Thank you, sweets! =) *huggleS* #
• 12:10 @undeadapproved lol.. still raining =P hehhe #
• 12:21 @undeadapproved hehe, no need to be =) #
• 12:39 @longshotauthor Lara!! =) hehe #
• 13:06 @Undeadapproved 3-ish... Public transportation sucks today so I'll be there like at 3:30 :-/ sorry :-p #
• 13:14 @Weirdmage hopefully you are not talking about ALL american people... #
• 13:36 No! Bus left me, and the danged driver saw me running *glares* thank goodness I put on pants, meaning I had a dress on & now with pants lol #
• 13:38 @undeadapprove the mta service sucks... Bad :-p #
• 13:44 @undeadapproved I hate it when they sit next to me and start sniffing and being nasty... At least it's going smoothly today :-p hahahaha #
• 13:48 @undeadapproved LMAO! That should've been a youtube moment :-p and you've never had a 'sniffer' next to you? *Shudders* lol #
• 13:50 @undeadapproved yikes! You didn't kill him or you hid the body well enough? LOL #
• 13:54 And how was I supposed to understand when 'you' told me ''siry'' instead of ''thirty'' *can't stop giggling* #
• 13:57 @undeadapproved hahahhahaha... Did he sound like Darth Vader breathing? Lol #
• 13:59 Oooh, bus was free- thank sweetness, took you long enough 'basterd' :-p hehe... #MtaFail #
• 14:12 @undeadapproved OMG! HHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA! #
• 14:20 Dear train, I would appreciate it if you got here right now. K, thanks, bye... :-P #
• 14:49 Awww... Kid sitting next to me on the train told me ''you are cute!'' Moments like this make me like kids for a few seconds... :-P #
• 15:17 @undeadapproved and I 'iz' here... Are you? Lol #
• 15:20 @undeadapproved ROTFLMAO B&N, going to the first floor to see the new arrivals :-p #
• 15:28 Jen fixing books @ B&N @antonstrout twitpic.com/25a651 #
• 16:22 With @undeadapproved! We're adorable :-p twitpic.com/25am0g #
• 16:40 I looove my li'ange! :-) @undeadapproved twitpic.com/25aqsa #
• 17:27 Had a lovely moment with the lovely Jen (@undeadapproved) -she's great, and I'm all happilistic, I looove my angel <3 #
• 18:00 Crap, I missed my stop- lmao #
• 18:33 Apparently someone ''axed'' me something, and not ''asked' me before :-p #
• 18:52 The cutest thingies, by @undeadapproved twitpic.com/25bnrm #
• 18:57 @TMBuzzard *grin* what can I say? I'm a rebel :-) #
• 18:58 @arrianuhduh hahaha yer meaaan :-p lol #
• 19:02 @antonstrout @undeadapproved are we not the best minions?? Lol #
• 19:03 @arrianuhduh I think you would rather meet my bookshelf... no, I'm not jealouz... lol #
• 19:04 @undeadapproved I was thinking... too deep into the darkest corner of my mind... shameful, really. Lol #
• 19:05 @Weirdmage lmao, apparently "axed" is a new way of saying asked... *eyeroll* #
• 19:32 @Weirdmage hahaha... It's a huge pet peeve of mine... Makes me want to ughhhh! :-P #
• 19:37 Today- @Undeadapproved is baddd :-p lol twitpic.com/25bzf4 #
• 19:39 @Weirdmage I hate it... :-P hehe #
• 19:39 @Weirdmage I know, right? She's awesome! :-) #
• 19:48 @Weirdmage maybe, I still have a pile I promised myself I was going to read :-) #
• 19:49 @NabzB yay! Paso algo bueno? :-) xoxo #
• 19:52 @Weirdmage happy reading, meeshuh! Xoxo #
• 19:59 @NabzB aww! Tu eres especial, I love youuu! :-) #
• 21:03 @antonstrout @undeadappoved I was not supposed to buy booksies... I have no control apparently :-p lol #
• 21:05 Meow! Having a very interesting debate here... I loove talking to smart people and love asking questions as well ;-) #
• 21:31 Oh nooes!! *insert desperate screams* I just realized I missed #SYTYCD and that my stupid DVR is not recording it *sad* #
• 21:47 RT @psynde: New Vampire Academy and Lovecraft Designs at Cemetery Cat Jewelry..Go on over and have a looksy. bit.ly/3cpxA2 PLZ RT #
• 21:51 I wonder, when is all this crap going to stop? I wish someone sees something different before it is too late :-( #SadThing #
• 21:57 @psynde you're welcome, sweets! :-) #
• 21:59 @JackieKessler pleased cause I got "Black and White" at last :-) #
• 22:54 Disappointment is just a matter of perspective, so I wouldn't call it that... but just know that I don't believe anymore - ;-) #
• 22:55 @acetachyon here's another one o_Q lol #
• 22:59 I'm out for the night... ciao... #

• 01:37 @NabzB lol, eso mismo pienso yo-- te adoro!!! :-) haha #
• 02:27 Sleep is so not coming for me tonight- too anxious. That just broke my heart... like I said: it's all the same- a joke :-( #
• 02:29 Think I'll do my hair now and then finish Carolyn Turgeon's "Rain Village" ... #
• 02:32 #LessonOfTheDay: Books are the best friends you could get- you can always learn from them, and they never disappoint the same way people do. #
• 02:36 @Hagelrat I'll send you an email later on... *hugs* how are you, love? Did you sleep well? :-) #
• 02:37 @NabzB buenas noches, mi amor! Que mimas rico y lindos suenios! Love you! :-) #
• 02:43 @Hagelrat glad you enjoyed predator :-) hehe ... Everything will be okie soon, or so I hope- hehe #
• 02:45 LOL- RT @Steve_Ince: New Octavius cartoon just posted: bit.ly/dzUIRT #
• 02:46 @Hagelrat lol... can't sleep though... *grin* *squiiiiishhy* :-p #
• 02:49 @Hagelrat hahahaha... easy when talking just about the theory, but my brain is stupid and doesn't like to stop thinking.. are you at work? #
• 02:56 @Steve_Ince anytime!! :-) #
• 03:16 @Hagelrat hopefully not staying there late today? Hope you have a nice day, hunny :-) #
• 04:19 Watching #Watchmen... me LOVES!! :-) #
• 04:23 @Weirdmage I started watching it, but my bro started playing PS3 so I started watching it again :-D hehe #
• 04:24 @Weirdmage I can't sleep... :-/ I have to wake up in 2hrs though :-p #
• 04:25 @Weirdmage I shall try :-) hehe *huggles* #
• 04:29 @Weirdmage hey, I slept kindda nicely for a few days- too good to be true :-p and why am I hopeless? Lol #
• 04:33 @Weirdmage hehe, I know... *Hugs* did you sleep well? #
• 04:37 @Weirdmage haha... Enjoy it hunny!! :-) #
• 04:41 @Weirdmage not fair... *Pout* but ok... I'll try >_> *turns off tv* Lol #
• 09:39 Crap... I shouldn't have slept, didn't hear the alarm go off- now am on bus... Think I can get there in 30mins? Me neither *sigh* #
• 09:50 On the other hand: Goooood moooorning Twitterlandia! :-) Me needz coffee before I munch on yer brainzzz... #
• 10:01 @undeadapproved sometimes people say that & those end up being the yummiest of brains. But I wouldn't eat your brain, I need your powers :-p #
• 10:04 @undeadapproved oh yes! And together we shall rule the world, along with @Hagelrat *mwwwaaaahahahahahahahahah* #
• 10:11 @undeadapproved I am right there with you... And after we achieve that we can aim for the whole universe #BigImagination :-p #
• 10:18 @undeadapproved :-D #
• 10:41 @Hagelrat of course not- never! :-) #
• 10:55 @Hagelrat one day soon, hopefully- there are some people I want to punish... Or torture as the case might be. LOL #
• 10:59 @Hagelrat LOLLOL! Good, I am not the only one taking revenge :-p #
• 11:02 @Hagelrat we shall come up with creative ways :-p #
• 11:10 I want to watch Watchmen again... =) #
• 11:12 @Hagelrat Is it bad that I can't wait for that? LOL! #
• 11:16 @Hagelrat the comedian is my fave!! :-) Along with Rorschach, of course... I wonder what that says about me... LOL #
• 11:17 @antonstrout oh yes, and I watch them closely ;-) #
• 11:20 @Hagelrat hahahha, true true *grin* LOL #
• 11:23 @Hagelrat *feels loved* *grin* *HUGSSS* LOL- <3 #
• 11:30 Aww, my coworkers are making me all teary eyed (in a good way) =) That's a first! #
• 11:35 And history repeats itself all over-- once I rule the world I am going to take care of that *MWAHAHAHAHAA* #
• 11:40 @undeadapproved you know what, you are so speshul that I am willing to let that one slide-- it shall never be mentioned again though- LOL =P #
• 11:43 @undeadapproved ;-) good- LOL... #
• 12:33 Storm coming! Love how dark it is *happy* #
• 12:37 @The_Wallet LOL- Word! #
• 13:08 erm... yeah- some people never learn and I think I am one of those *hangs head in shame* I am out... #
• 13:12 @TMBuzzard right in what sense? #
• 14:02 @Weirdmage @Hagelrat I didn't do it, I swear!! =P LOL #
• 14:02 @undeadapproved I was just thinking about that- what time do you get out of work? #
• 14:06 @undeadapproved We're meeting up at the B&N, right? Then I'll be there like at 3... =) hehe #
• 14:10 @undeadapproved OMG! that sounded so creepy in my head-- should I be scared? LOL #
• 14:11 @Hagelrat Oh, okie *phew* =P *hug* #
• 14:12 @undeadapproved >_> <_< >_> hmm... I am looking forward to it then... ahem, really =P #
• 14:19 @undeadapproved I will check you before we go out of the store... And check myself too... Oh, right, your powers can help you with that :-p #
• 14:21 RT @StaciaKane: New blog post: writing and art, part one. wp.me/pxFLT-mn #
• 14:38 @undeadapproved well, you shut off the alarms and cams... =P lol #
• 15:31 @undeadapproved on that case I think we should take big bags with us =P LOL #
• 15:42 My hair is wet now, despite the fact that I did it yesterday and my shirt is almost see-through LOL- what I get for talking under the rain #
• 15:44 But despite all that, I feel better actually *silly me* So Thanks- I can breath now... hahahaha =) #
• 15:48 @TMBuzzard HAHA- of course you are... but can't go on the bus like that with all the creeps around ;-P so sweater on- I am going to fry #
• 15:53 @TMBuzzard Maybe if they ask pretty please- and if they stopped the sniffing my hair or the nasty comments... LOLLOL #
• 15:57 RT @TMBuzzard: Yes, violence is sometimes the answer. Yes, it can solve pretty much anything. And yes, it is sometimes the best first choice #
• 15:59 Photo: Kissies and kitties! So cute *kiss* tumblr.com/x6edcvn93 #
• 16:09 @Weirdmage I think I need a bit of that shampoo =P #
• 16:11 RT @StaciaKane: if you tweet "I'm dying for #cityofghosts" you might win one of 5 pre-release copies from @_TheVoyager? Cuz, you might #
• 16:14 @brunabritti yes, what's between the " " =P #
• 16:15 "I'm dying 4 #cityofghosts" -> I really am, should I beg as well?? *snort* #
• 16:25 @acetachyon No, you are not-- it shall be mine! MWAHAHHAHA #
• 16:28 Apparently I am now known as the "Girl that hates classics" -LMAO! I don't hate them, but they are def. not faves; except for TPoDG and TCoM #
• 16:33 @Weirdmage The Picture of Dorian Gray and The Count of Montecristo =) #
• 16:34 @Weirdmage XOX #
• 16:49 On my way home now =) #
• 17:56 @Hagelrat hope you get some sleep, angel! Like you told me last night (to me) just close your eyes and relax *huggles* #
• 19:09 @ericahayes eeeks! I cannot wait to read it :-D #
• 20:36 Falling is hard-- falling is easy... Oh yes, it is. Still debating if it is a good thing or not... ;-P #